Author's note: Please read the post from June 27, 2006 for the start of "A Ten Year Retrospect
Just when I thought I figured it all out, fate or what ever the controlling force is throws in another trump card. As If you couldn’t guess what it is about, a woman? Here is the latest. I am at Piasa tonight and Kelly came in. Yes the same Kelly I was obsessed with or very interested and attracted to. She informs me she has finally left her moron boyfriend and moved back to her mother’s.
Now I don’t know what is going to happen. Part of me still would like to see what it would be like to have a relationship with her, but then I am still attracted to Laurel. And that is a whole story in itself.
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Life is just one big story with no ending. You may think that your story ends when you die, but it is far from over. Each of our own life stories are interwoven with the stories told by the people we met. The meeting could last years or seconds, it still has and effect. That simple smile you gave the stranger may mean nothing to you, but stop and think. That person may have had a bad day and your smile was the pick me up that was needed.
Everything a person does has an effect. If you try and plan for them you will go mad. Trust me I know. I used to over analyze every situation I was in. What should I do? Where will it lead?
What the hell was I thinking? Life is like a flowing river. You have to go with the flow. That does not mean you can not give yourself a little nudge in the direction you want to go. It may not be in the right way to go, hell it may not even be in the right river, but as long as you keep on flowing.
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